Just another ordinary day...

Music: Playlist “Top rated”, right now playing “Whiskey Drinkin’ Woman” by Lou Donaldson
Mood:   :(
In my glass: beer (...hm would have liked Merlot more...)


Laundry, cleaning, cooking, grocery shopping... this and that... and a little of working.  


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"In fact here’s just another ordinary day.....


No summer’s high
No warm July
No harvest moon to light one tender August night
No autumn breeze
No falling leaves
Not even time for birds to fly to southern sky


No Libra sun
No Halloween
No giving thanks to all the Christmas joy you bring
But what it is, though old so new
To fill your heart like no three words could ever do...."


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So, Pippie is gone.  She has joined the others at the rainbow bridge.  I hope they are having good time there... snoozing in the sun, playing with one another....
But then... er.. now there’s nobody home waiting for me.  No woof-woof or mew-mew to welcome me.
I miss them all so bad.


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Tune now playing: “Don’t Turn Your Heater Down” by Tommy Castro

“...Hello...?”

Music: “Heat” by Oscar Lopez, now playing “Thinking of You (Pensando En Ti)”
Mood: ...”Asi Soy”
In my glass: to be filled with Australian Cabernet Sauvignon


...Wish I could.... talk.
Talk about - er... I don’t know :(
I never know what to talk about.  That’s one of the reasons of my telephone phobia. 


“Hello...,  how are you?
Have you been alright, through all those lonely nights?
That's what I'd say, I'd tell you everything,
If you'd pick up that telephone....”


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OK, I think I have waited long enough now - for about an hour - to pour myself that wine :) 
...So,...  :)


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“Telephone line, give me some time, I’m living in twilight...”


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Tune now playing: “Toca Orilla” by Jesse Cook

Hug A Day

Music: Playlist “P3”, right now “Blue Jean Blues” by ZZ Top
Mood: .....
In my glass: Cabernet Sauvignon (Chilean)


...Been thinking if I did all I could today for my mom.   
No, I didn’t.  I could have done a lot more.. I should have.  
Why didn’t I hug her or, at least, hold her hand just to calm her down when she was upset over the questions?  I did, of course, help her to find the words, to answer the questions.  Yes, I did.  But.... now I think, hours and hours later, I think I should - I could have hold her instead.  


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hah... while I’m writing this, Mom wakes up to go to the bathroom.  She mumbles... and I hug her.    ...Oh boy, she starts to cry.  I can’t handle that :s


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I’m going to kiss and hug her a good morning tomorrow... and every day.  ...I now wonder why “they” (should I say “we”?) the Japanese never hug or say “I love you” or show affection?  


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I hear my mom “zzzzzz...”   Sleep well, Mom :)


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Now playing: “Catch Up To Me” by RK

Blue

Music: Playlist “Top rated”, now playing “Don’t Tease Me” by ZZ Top

Mood: ...on the edge

In my glass: nothing (Just finished California Cabernet Sauvignon)

Mom says: "...is it me or...you’re looking pretty today... ???”

I say: “must be the blue eye-shadow matching with my shirt today”.

Mom says: “oh ya?”

I say: “yep.  It was pink yesterday.”

Mom says: “...oh...”

LOL!

Music now playing: “Hi Fi Mama” by ZZ Top

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...I was hoping it was mine...  
...Wish it were for me... 
...That it were mine, all mine...  


...Oh well...


:)

Tomorrow...

Music: Playlist “Top Rated”, now playing “Don’t Tease Me” by ZZ Top
Mood: .....
In my glass: Cabernet Sauvignon


...Gees, I can’t believe it myself but it’s true... I’m busy with housekeeping every day!!  ..Er... “busy”  is not the right word.. but still...  Who would have thought... !!!!! :D


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“Tomorrow never comes” (‘cause when it comes, it’s not “tomorrow” anymore but it’s “today”) so live today to the max.  
Hm... well, seriously... you never know what happens tomorrow...  or.. even an hour later.  So, live today, live this moment.  
Yay! ....May I pour another glass of Cabernet Sauvignon?  ;)


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...But I admit... It’s a lonely world.


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It was cold and rainy today.  


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Now playing: “Sure Got Cold After the Rain Fell” by ZZ Top

Correction

Music: Playlist “Top rated”, right now “Crazy As Me” by Alison Krauss & Union Station
Mood: neutral
In my glass: just finished beer


Correction: 
er... I wait.. I do.  In fact, that’s all I’m doing  :(
I know, I shouldn’t. 


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*sigh*
“Exit light, enter night...”  
It’s sleepy time.


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Didn’t do much today.  Lazy day... I mean, lazy me.


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Now playing: “Momma Cried” by Alison Krauss & Union Station