Kiyomi and the Gang

Saturday, July 30, 2011

I Need You Tonight


Music: “I Need You Tonight” by ZZ Top
Mood: I Need You Tonight
In my glass: Shiraz Malbec

....ya... I need you tonight.. even more than last night... ....or any other nights.
:’(

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I Need You Tonight
(ZZ Top)

It's three o'clock in the morning
and the rain begin to fall
but I know what I'm needin’
but I don't have it all.
I'm needin’ someone like you
that I just wanna do love to.
Baby, baby, I need you tonight.

Outside my window
it's lonely and cold.
Inside my heart there's a fire
burning out of control.
Burning for someone like you
I just wanna do love to.
Baby, baby, I need you tonight.

Your love's coming to me
like a wolf howling at the moon
but that just doesn't do me
if I can't get you soon.
I'm calling for someone like you
that I just wanna do love to.
Baby, baby, I need you tonight.

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written by Billy Gibbons, Dusty Hill & Frank Beard

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Saturday, July 23, 2011

Magic!


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Pffff... I don't understand...

I haven't changesd anything.... but somehow the font and font sizes aren't the same as before...

Er... I'm too sleepy for this. Zzzz.....


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Music: “Joy To The World” by Three Dog Night

Mood: *sob-sob-sob*

In my glass: Cabernet Sauvignon


People say I’d better go out more, have fun, “meet a guy!”. Hahahah.... ;)

Well, I do go out - perhaps not often enough but I do whenever I can -, I do have friends to have fun with. Sure I do!


A., a good friend of mine, texted me the other day that he knew somebody for me. Ha!!

The story is.. that he was talking with a friend and they talked also about me (well, how it had come that way I’d never know!). Anyway, A. wrote that “we” should have a chat with each other once.

I warned A. alright that I was not really “available” (that in a couple of ways) and he said it was not a problem and, “just meet him, it’s alright”.


OK, so, it was my first ever blind date... or any kind of date then :P


I admit. There are times that I think: It would be *nicer* to wake up to find those arms around me.... than waking up in the empty bed finding that it was a dream.


But now it’s been “officially” and definitely confirmed as I actually already knew... Thank you, A., but I’d rather stay in my dreams - right, those arms aren’t there when I wake up, they will never be. .....Hm, OK, but that’s it then.

Er.... there was a song, I think, called “I’d rather be blind” or something... ?

It’s about something else, ya, right... And, oh well, I’m not blind or it’s not that I’m reluctant to look around.. I just don’t see...

I will keep my eyes open, though... ;) So, you people, keep your eyes open, too, for me, please! :D


BTW, I enjoyed the blind date very much, yes I did :)

Well, ...going out, meeting (new) people and having a good time... Yep, it’s true and people are right, I should do that more often. I will, when I come back.


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Music now playing: “Looking For Answers” by Susan Tedeschi


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...Aw... a “sob-sob-sob” song.


Not Too Much To Ask

(Mary-Chapin Carpenter)


To hear you say my name, to see you search my eyes

To feel you touch my hand, it more than satisfies.

If I was not the first, just say I'll be the last

It's too much to expect, but it's not too much to ask.


Now I can only dream of being all you need

And I can only try to be the reason why

You think about today and forget about the past

It's too much to expect, but it's not too much to ask.


Now I can only dream of being all you need

And I can only try to be the reason why

You think about today 'cause the past is just the past

It's too much to expect, but it doesn't hurt to ask

It's too much to expect, but it's not too much to ask.


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written by Mary-Chapin Carpenter/Don Schlitz


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oh, btw, it's been nice and sunny since he sent me the warm ray of sunshine... :)))))) Magic!


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Tuesday, July 12, 2011

No....


Music: mainly blues

Mood: .......

In my glass: had Côtes du Rhône earlier, now “tension tamer” tea


Last night - early this morning.... whatever... - I was finally in bed. Suddenly I thought: “I wish I had a home to come back to.” A place or somebody to “come back” to.

I guess I have been alone for just too long.


This morning: I come downstairs and find a post on the mat. An envelope with a grey poststamp on it.

L. past away last Friday. Oh no......

It was a couple of weeks ago when I visited L. and his wife. I was thinking of going to see them this week again.


...No... ...no.


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I want to come home.

It's been so long since I've been away

And please, don't blame me 'cause I've tried

I'll be coming home soon to your love to stay

Coming home to stay

Coming home to your love, mama

I've seen better days...”

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(from “Comin’ Home”/Lynyrd Skynyrd, written by Allen Collins, Ronnie van Zant)


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Saturday, July 09, 2011

“Dream, just a dream”


Music: playlist “25 most played”, right now “So Sad Today”/Thunder

Mood: confusion, chaos, desperation... all those kinds of things

In my glass: Merlot


Been trying to write emails to friends for hours now. But all I do is just staring at the computer screen. I just don’t know where to start... OK, tomorrow.. or anyway, this weekend I will. For now, I give up.


It took such a long while - but I finally know which way I would like to go... I mean, I thought I knew - well, vaguely. So, I started to make a plan for my first step.

But then - this bad news came. Ah, ok, that’s life. Right now there’s only one thing I should do. Hm, what about my plans? *Sigh* OK, they were not clear yet anyway. Can they wait? I don’t know. Honestly, I don’t think so. I’ll have to see.


One week has already past since the news and I haven’t done anything. I have so many things to do, to have arranged, to get done before I leave. And I would not know how :(


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These lyrics keep running in my head today. The song is not even a fave of mine - it was not at that time anyway.

Hm... perhaps it (and all this) is the voice from above that I should stop dreaming.


“I thought that I heard you laughing

I thought that I heard you sing

I think I thought I saw you try


But that was just a dream

Try, cry, why try?

That was just a dream

Just a dream, just a dream

Dream...

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from “Losing My Religion"/R.E.M, written by Berry/Buck/Mills/Stipe



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Music now playing (still the same playlist): “Fooled Again”/Richie Kotzen





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