Thursday

Music: Playlist L, right now “Change”/RK

Mood:  :)

In my glass: herbal tea (but soon to open... Merlot or Zin?)

On Thursday I’m, oh, so tired and so so empty - physically and mentally - after my weekly deadline on Wednesday.  But today I’m feeling much better than on other Thursdays of, er.. let me think, past a couple of years.  I am tired, yes, and empty, too.  But somehow...  I’m smiling, for instance :)  and thinking: “what shall I do tomorrow?”   Hm, well, I do have things to do... work to do... those things I actually wish I would not have to do.  On Thursday, normally, it would really annoy me and make me feel down and depressed to think about all those to-dos on the next day.  But not today.  Somehow.  I don’t care how or why.  It is just how it is today.

:)

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Suddenly - many things are happening/changing.  Very fast, too.  Ooh, hold on tight, Kymdot!  It feels like fast-forwarding a video tape (...or DVD... whatever).  As if I’m catching up fifteen years in one month (or even one short week!).

And that’s scary.  But I’m not scared ;)

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Finished reading a book a few days ago.  Now I’m re-reading it.  

“De Creatiespiraal: Natuurlijke weg van wens naar werkelijkheid“

(The Spiral of Creation: the natural path from wish to reality)

I had forgotten about the book for years and only a couple of weeks ago, I started to read it again from where I left.  When I tried to read it for the first time - yes, years ago - I didn’t see the point and/so I wasn’t very enthusiastic.  This time - it’s like... “Oh yeah!”.

"Wishes are the intuitions of what you are capable of realizing."
(Johann Wolfgang von Goethe)

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Closer Than Close

"I just wanna get closer than close to you

I know that one way or the other

Any test of my faith will do

I give my heart for you to break..."

(from "Closer Than Close" by Bee Gees)

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Music now playing: “Rattle And Burn”/Jesse Cook (Playlist P3)

In my glass: Merlot