Silence

Music: Playlist “My top rated”, right now “Bad Things”/Richie Kotzen
Mood: melancholic
In my glass: French red (it's a cheap bottle but tastes good tonight!)

Sometimes I really wish I had someone to talk to. Talking to myself doesn’t help much.
Or, I need, actually, someone who is patient enough to wait till I start to talk about what I want to say. Someone who could listen to my silence, to what I can’t put in words.
I don’t remember if... er, I don’t think I ever had one. Well, alright, it’s me perhaps - because I often don’t know what to say and how to say it and I just keep silence. And it takes just so long that nobody will want to wait.
So... I guess I should learn to “talk” first.

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Ha, but.. sometimes for a certain subject I dare... I mean, I really DARE!
I haven’t written about it here yet:
It was my last chance to see him so I finally told him what I always had wanted to say. My mission accomplished, that’s a good thing. But since then, I feel so empty, that’s a bad thing :(

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And my study:
I’m not doing well. Technique - that’s my weakest point. It was, too, a year ago. Means, I’m not improving very much. I wonder if I ever will. I’m so hard to learn.

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Song now playing: “High”/Richie Kotzen
(There are so many RK’s songs in the playlist... but yes, yes... so are Thunder’s!!)
Ah, see? It’s now “River of Pain”/Thunder.

Light

Music: "A Woman in Love"/Joan Armatrading
Mood: Pffffffff....
In my glass: French red

I have decided to give up on this year so I have at least one worry less (for now). Well, the big Q now is if I may repeat the second year. And, if I may, the even bigger Q is... if it's not a waste of time.

But anyway, it’s nice to be able to breathe - a little bit deeper - again (...for now).

Light



Music now playing: "You Need To Be With Me"/Susan Tedeschi