Grey

Music: “Fooled Again”/Richie Kotzen
Mood: grey
In my glass: Tempranillo

Yew... Been dizzy for 2 days and only now I’m finally feeling better a bit.
Guess it’s that dysautonomia striking again :s
Yep... I’m soooooooo tired.

Tomorrow I’ll have some GOOD massage! YAY, I can’t wait!!

Song now playing: “Fade Into the Sun”/Thunder

Just Another Suicide...

Music: “Just Another Suicide (You Wanna Know)”/Thunder
Mood: er... sleepy but can’t sleep...
In my glass: Tempranillo

Er... there are at least two obstacles:
1) I would not want to leave this and that and everything behind like they are... in this mess!! I should, when I go, leave things “neat and tidy” behind.
2) I would not stand the pain. Ooh, - any pain at all!

So, don’t worry, K., it’s not an option. Well, I’d rather sleep in a few hours.. or... a day (or two) if my sweet beloved Fox would allow me to.. ;)

Song now playing: “Just Another Suicide (You Wanna Know)”/Thunder
(on continuous repeat mode)

The Last Waltz

Music: “Amy’s on the Run”/Thunder
Mood: ...er... what should I call it... “self-destructive”, perhaps?
In my glass: beer (about to finish it)

....
rrrrright.... “on the run”... “Kym.’s on the Run”.
Ach.. only a bit sentimental. Need some good sleep, that’s all.

Thunder don’t exist after this weekend. Alright... I’m “old” enough to cope with that.... Except that I... I.. pffffff....

There are so many “chapters” and “books” that I *must* finish and close. Got to hurry....

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Song now playing: “A Million Faces”/Thunder

Sleepy

Music: “The Way You Treated Me (You’re Gonna Be Sorry)”/Robben Ford
Mood: Beh!
In my glass: beer

I’m very, very sleepy - too sleepy to go to bed. Too sleepy to do all my night rituals.

Been a long and tough day (but also comforting) with lots of thinking.


Music now playing: “Change”/Richie Kotzen
(..yes, yes... I know... got to change...)