Spring-sprang-shattered

Music: Playilst L, right now playing: “Lie To Me” by RK

Mood: ..bbbbwwwaaaoh...

In my glass: herbal tea (“Tension Tamer”)

Woke up, checked emails and found out that the meeting had been cancelled.

Hm... ok,... well, probably I should have got up right away but I crawled back to bed instead... “Just another hour...”.

Ooops... it was already dark when I finally woke up. Gees. I think I have then slept for something like 13 hours in total... or more. Ah, but, I really needed it, yes... really. It was after 4 this morning when I finally finished my work for the night. And then.. always the same, I was so, so, so tired and sleepy but couldn’t (for 60% “could not”, for 40% “did not want to”) sleep

And now, I hope this Tension Tamer can tame my tension so I can sleep well tonight - hopefully in a couple of hours.

Wish I could do magic.. knew a trick or two.

But alas, all I know and I can is going straight. ...And then hit my head on the wall :s

The weatherman says it’s going to be a real nice warm Spring day tomorrow. Really?

Song now playing: “Bleeding Love” by The Baseballs

(..and then, while I'm editing this post: "I Promise I Will" by Wilson Hawk)

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Bleeding Love

(The Baseballs, originally by Leona Lewis)

Closed off from love

I didn't need the pain

Once or twice was enough

And it was all in vain

Time starts to pass

Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened

For the very first time with you

My heart melts into the ground

Found something true

And everyone's looking round

Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say

I'm in love with you

They try to pull me away

But they don't know the truth

My heart's crippled by the vein

That I keep on closing

You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

I keep bleeding

I keep, keep bleeding love

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear

But they talk so loud

Their piercing sounds fill my ears

Try to fill me with doubt

Yet I know that the goal

Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater than the risk

That comes with your embrace

And in this world of loneliness

I see your face

Yet everyone around me

Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say

I'm in love with you

They try to pull me away

But they don't know the truth

My heart's crippled by the vein

That I keep on closing

You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

I keep bleeding

I keep, keep bleeding love

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open

And it's draining all of me

Oh they find it hard to believe

I'll be wearing these scars

For everyone to see

I don't care what they say

I'm in love with you

They try to pull me away

But they don't know the truth

My heart's crippled by the vein

That I keep on closing

You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

I keep bleeding

I keep, keep bleeding love

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

I keep bleeding

I keep, keep bleeding love

Keep bleeding

Keep, keep bleeding love

You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding

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written by Jesse McCartney/Ryan Tedder