Vitamin B

Music: still the same
Mood: #@%&*$@!!(%$)!!!
In my glass: Italian red (Barbera d’Asti)

Am feeling down, blue, quite depressive… frustrated and prickly too. Well, when you are not feeling good, things can – in your eye – only go wrong. You just don’t see the happy side of the story. I’m now very sensitive to the things that normally wouldn’t hurt or irritate much – for instance, what I read in the magazines, people behaving as if the whole world belongs to them (oh, but they are so irritating) or those nasty remarks on Fox. I’m not very rational at the moment. I feel tired too… it’s strange because I’m doing nothing. I took a few vitamin B tablets; hope they help. Actually (here comes my confession) I’ve been craving chicken!! Is chicken rich in vitamin B? I know pork is.. but don’t know about chicken.

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There was a poem written by a girl in the TV guide. I wonder, btw, why I keep the subscription; I merely watch TV. Anyway, the poem was about how she hated the summer vacation. I can relate. I mean, vacation is nice when you have a real vacation. It seems that she doesn’t. She has time to have a vacation but no opportunity to it – at least, that’s my impression. It’s about the same with me. I know, though, that in my case it’s my own fault (hm… for a half then) that I’m not really enjoying it.

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A neighbour recommended me a film: “As it is in Heaven”. I’m going to watch it probably next week.

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Made the tomatoes again. I finished the first batch in 2+ days. It’s pity I can’t send them over to you, friends, by post. Well, probably a relief for you because you’d be otherwise “bombed” with my tomatoes!

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Hmm… no happy news.