Happy Mother's Day!

Music: “Don’t Tread” by Damn Yankees, “Edge of Forever” by Lynyrd Skynyrd
Mood: could be better

…Oh-oh… It’s a capital crime… I forgot to call my mom. Well, not really “forgot”, but I was too late to make a call…you know, I should consider the time difference so I wouldn’t disturb her night rest… Hm, I’ll call her tomorrow… but I’m sure she won’t like it, and that she’ll punish me for this… I’d need a very good excuse…

To avoid having to feel guilty twice, I called my ex-Mother-in-law. She and her husband have always been very kind to me and they still are; I still have frequent contact with the family and I’d like to keep it that way. Tonight, though, after my conversation with her on the phone, there was a (short) moment that I wondered again what I was doing here. I’m not too sentimental or uncomfortable about it anymore… it’s just… hm, dunno.

Speaking of being sentimental, I was feeling very down and lonely yesterday. …I miss him so.

**sigh**

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More Than Words

Saying “I love you”
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It’s not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew how easy
It would be to show me how you feel

More than words
Is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn’t have to say that you love me
‘Cause I’d already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two?
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away?
Then you couldn’t make things new
Just by saying “I love you”

More than words

Now I’ve tried to talk to you
And make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands
And touch me
Hold me close, don’t ever let me go
More than words
Is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn’t have to say that you love me
‘Cause I’d already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two?
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away?
Then you couldn’t make things new
Just by saying “I love you”

More than words
More than words

(by Extreme)