5000miles #2
Music: “Opium/wide-eyed” by Ottmar Liebert + Luna Negra
…”Opium” was my first OL experience.
Mood: anxious, nervous, grateful, delighted, longing, chaotic…
And…What if this buffer zone – a safety distance of 5000miles - suddenly disappeared…? Even for a short while…? What if we were standing in front of each other - face to face?
Alright - he’s now, at this very moment, on his way to this side of the pond. I’m going to meet him at the airport in a couple of hours. Oh my, oh my… could I ever even dream this would happen? I’m so, so, so anxious and nervous. I couldn’t sleep at all, I look terrible... Maybe he finds me too ugly, stupid, boring and annoying… I’m a hopeless house keeper – I had 26 days to clean and tidy up the house but it’s still so messy + filthy. NOW I REALLY HATE MYSELF.
…Oh my, oh my, oh my…. What to do, what to do, what to do??????
…”Opium” was my first OL experience.
Mood: anxious, nervous, grateful, delighted, longing, chaotic…
And…What if this buffer zone – a safety distance of 5000miles - suddenly disappeared…? Even for a short while…? What if we were standing in front of each other - face to face?
Alright - he’s now, at this very moment, on his way to this side of the pond. I’m going to meet him at the airport in a couple of hours. Oh my, oh my… could I ever even dream this would happen? I’m so, so, so anxious and nervous. I couldn’t sleep at all, I look terrible... Maybe he finds me too ugly, stupid, boring and annoying… I’m a hopeless house keeper – I had 26 days to clean and tidy up the house but it’s still so messy + filthy. NOW I REALLY HATE MYSELF.
…Oh my, oh my, oh my…. What to do, what to do, what to do??????
posted by Kym. @ 3/31/2005 03:38:00 PM
6 Comments:
At March 31, 2005 at 9:38:00 PM GMT+2,
Borya said…
Make tea not love.
At April 1, 2005 at 1:27:00 AM GMT+2,
MT Callahan said…
Couldn't you have both Borya?
At April 1, 2005 at 11:34:00 AM GMT+2,
Borya said…
Sure. :-P
That was just a quotation, but don't ask me of what. Heard it more than 10 years ago. Make peace not war, make tea not love.
Sometimes sharing a cup of tea (or coffee) can be more satisfying than anything else.
At April 2, 2005 at 12:20:00 AM GMT+2,
Josie said…
Nothing can be more satisfactory than knowledge than your love is corresponded.
At April 2, 2005 at 12:10:00 PM GMT+2,
Borya said…
Now I have another quotation to what Josie said:
Love is a two way dream.
At April 11, 2005 at 10:17:00 PM GMT+2,
Adam Solomon said…
Well, most importantly, just have fun!!
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