Random thoughts

Music: “Leon Russell” by Leon Russell, right now “Hurtsome body”
Mood: sentimental
In my glass: beer



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It’s so strange that there are so many different “worlds” than that I’m living in.  Every one of us has his/her own world.. own life.  ...MIne, yours, his, hers... with its own story.


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Life goes too fast right now.  Slow down a bit, please... Please?


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But then, time ticks too slow sometimes.  Especially my time - it’s rather dragging than ticking while the world around me turns much too fast.


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Wish I knew... wish I could... wish it was...  Hm.., well, what the use of wishing?  ...when you know that it’s impossible, that it will never come true, when you know it’s useless?  When you know you will never get there?  


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No, I don’t wish, I don’t wait, I don’t dream, I don’t expect, I don’t.....   I just don’t.  ...Er...  


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I don’t ask why, I don’t ask why not.  I don’t wonder why or why not.  When it happens, it happens.  When it doesn’t, it doesn’t.  


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Seasons come, seasons go.  I don’t seem ever to learn.


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Will you be there?  Will you still be there??
....Oops, I have just said I don’t ask, that I don’t wonder...  Well, right, as you see, I do.  Yes, I do... and I hate that.


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I do, yes I do.. I do cry sometimes.


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...Eyes, those eyes.  “Eyes that can kill”.  Hah, Mr. Russell’s.


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...sooooooo want to *SCREAM*.  But what for?  Even if I did, you would not hear me...  well, would you?  No...  Besides, I’m not supposed to do that.


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“What the use of...?”


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Hm.. ya.. That’s me and that’s the first mistake I always make.  


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“I want to be evil”.


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Ugh!  


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Now playing: “Roll Away the Stone” by Leon Russell